I just found out that Emergency is the coolest band in the flipping universe. yum yum!
Me and Leslie are no longer together after 2 consecutive weeks, and its really heartbreaking. I'm so lonely. :'(. I've been relying on music to cheer me up, and good news - its working. There is nothing not great/fantastic about music. I love pandora.com, the site creator is a GENIUS!!! I'm finding all these flipping awesome new bands and downloading their crap. Good things are happening.
My room is piecing together. Nothing like my old room, though. Only issue now is getting the stupid dvd player to work. Hmmmm. I think that they intentionally make all the technical things harder than sin to figure out so they could watch the inferior humans struggle. Then they can sit there and mock us throwing wads of duct tape at us until all our hair gets pulled out and we eventually keel over and die.
Ahem.
Anyways, I'm going to be back in Corvallis on Monday. Its going to be very nice. Even though I was just there yesterday. :)
I have so much more I want to say, but that will must encourage me to write more. This entry was strangely thereputic. Or however you spell it. ANYWAYS you'll be hearing from me soon. Unless I lose interest (very possible). Bye!
~*SA*~
- Location:my new... "home"
- Mood:
bored - Music:Captain's Chair - Sanctus Real
my keyboard is hating me today. i havent typed for a really long time. well, except for this afternoon when i was doing my shrooom project with Chris and Julie. that was fun. i laughed the hardest i have laughed since... this morning at the pride assembly, when i was hanging out with Jesse and Bryce and Beka and Anna. that was absolutly awesome. today was generally a good day.
my gum is dying. :'(
ATTENTION ALL LADY FRIENDS: tomorrow after school everyone who is interested is playing touch rugby at Walnut Park (or i guess.. Martin Luther King Jr. Park...) for maybe a couple of hours (i think) SO if you are even slightly interested, COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we need more players for next year!!!!
7 more weeks of school. good? bad? dunno yet. mostly good though. im so tired of school. if you could see me now, i would have an anger face on now!! but not really. like an imitation anger face.
i have found a love for The Rentals. not everyones cup of tea, but i love them. yum. my uncle has the best taste in music.
seminary rocks with our sub teacher. he is so much cooler (and hotter) than my regular, which is, in fact, a woman, so i wouldnt think she was hot anyway. and shes like... 50 something. i guess some people dig old chicks, eh? haha.
i found a new male interest. i'm pretty stoked. thing is i'll never have even the slightest chance. dont you hate that? and yet... something keeps me wishing. this sucks.
hmm.. anything else? well considering i never had anything in the first place, i would say, no.
~*SA*~
- Mood:
okay - Music:The Rentals
i'm eating strawberries. and about to meet Leslie, Beka, and Anna at Sharis for lunch. hopefully my dad will give me 5 bucks because i'm completely broke. i asked him but he never answered.
so, i gotta get ready. BYE!
~*SA*~
- Mood:
creative - Music:annoying song in my head!!
ONLY 2 MORE DAYS OF MARCH TO ENDURE until next year I CAN PRETTY MUCH SMELL APRIL!!!!!
Lets celebrate!
~*SA*~
- Mood:
grateful - Music:Aerosmith ~ Crying
this week as been sooo long. SO LONG! urg. i cant wait until i can sleep in. jeez that sounds nice. im tired as sin.
okay what do you guys think; when i move and have a complete personallity change (i get to be a whole new person!!!) what high school steriotype should i be?
1) prep
2) goth
3) wallflower
4) myself
5) jock (if i can pull it off)
6) all of the above
7) none of the above (if you choose this, you have to specify)
i'm shooting for the goth. i mean, c'mon... who's more gothic than me?! nobody, i'll tell you. ;) its pretty exciting, getting to make up a whole 'nother person. so tell me what you think.
anyways, my dad is officially unemployed and just bought his new business. hes gonna spend weeks at a time in Washington, come home for weekends, until the summer. you know, sometimes i cant wait to move. i feel like i've lost all my friends. i hate everyone in that little group. people irritate me. i have grown to absolutly despise a couple people. sometimes i feel like the only thing i'll miss is the actual city. the feeling that its my home, not just the place i live. walking in somewhere and feeling like i belong. i dunno. whatever. i just dont wanna pack..
spring break here we come! i'm so excited to sleep in!! woohoo!! when we get back to school, it will be April, meaning 1 more month until i get my liscense!!! absolutely cant wait.
and i'm LOVING the beautiful weather. i live for this. this is the reason behind my entire existance.
i need anger managment.
~*SA*~
- Mood:
tired - Music:Ben Folds
this week has been a pretty good week. very fun and light hearted. kind of long though. okay, ultra long. but at least tomorrow is Thursday, then its Friday, then its Spring break. im not too excited about spring break. my grandma is coming up from California, then our house is going to be occupied by 9 older-than-sin people, and i'll probably lose my room. i hope they dont make the house smell like old people. i hate that smell. blech. sometime while my grandmother is here we're going to Washington, dont ask me why. not looking forward to it. well hopefully i'll be able to get away for a few hours during spring break for friends.
your driftwood floating into water, breaking into pieces.
im gonna eat you up!
me = absolutly zero concentration 93.8% of the time. making homework and endless task. BLAH!!! i should just blow off school. think my parents would go for it?
and its getting harder and harder every day to walk past my car and not be able to drive it. i cant tell you how many times ive gotten the keys, walked outside, and almost drive around w/o my parents anywhere around. but its all good.
chocolate ice cream is fitting my liking right now. yummy yum yum!!
KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Mood:
restless - Music:Writing to reach you ~ Travis
rugby was hardcore and freaking intense. we arent allowed to practice at CHS any more because of the stupid track and field people, so we are going to have them at Walnut Park. everyone on the team is trying to convince Keir and Mark to have it at Harding, which i think is an excellent choice :). haha. anyways, we were taking our lap around the park when it started to rain, then hail, the the wind was unbearable. holy crap it hurt so bad. the hail hitting our skin, we were all like screaming in pain. then it stopped. then it started again. things went on.. and.. well long story short, there were only 8 girls still playing at the end of practice. hardcore, eh? freaking cold and muddy. it was fun. i took a long unbearably hot shower after that.
me and my dad talked football/rugby.
Gilmore Girls website wont let me download any more episodes for the next coupla days. it makes me sad.
me = addicted to text messaging.
my dad is getting his truck tomorrow. that means the honda is mine. he admited it! i need it down on flipping paper because he always takes back his word! jack.
jack jack
jack.
bye!
~*SA*~
- Mood:
relaxed - Music:plip
- Mood:
touched - Music:where you lead
blah.
~*SA*~
- Mood:
pissed off
my computer is being extra slow right now. which is lame, but whatever. i got home from church and finished my book. holy crap, weirdest book in the universe!! it had a realy sad ending, because her best friend dies to save her life. and then she kisses her and her spirit is there. she also kissed her ex boyfriend and he turned into a creepy-ex-boyfriend-stalker-type that would kill anyone just to get to her. and he died. a lot of deaths in the story, because her dad died when she was 7, she got this little curse thing from a plant growing in the middle of the chest of a dead boy, and blah blah blah. its really good, its called "Tell me what you see." now im reading "Names cant hurt me" and i gotta say, its definatly interesting. i think the most intersting thing about it is the format its written in. its like a poem, but its not. i dont know. but definatly interesting
ANYWAYS i slept from 3 - 6. at 6 i woke up confused because it was dark and i was all WAH I NEED TO WAKE UP FOR SCHOOL but turns out i didnt have to. haha. i woke up anyways.
last week was an interesting week. i got news from my parental units that we are going to move to Washington this summer, that its a 75% chance we do. but im not too worried about it because i dont know how many times we've gotten close calls to move. until its 99.9% that we'll move, i'll start worrying. you see, my dad has this way of talking that makes everything seem 10x worse. when my brother got in a car crash and was in the hospital, my dad said "your brothers in the hospital. im coming home to go there. he was hit by a car going 60 mph on the drivers side" and thats all he said. he didnt say my brother was only a little scratched and had a bump on his elbow. but whatever.
i freaking love rugby. its the best sport in the universe. i keep having dreams about tomorrow, then wake up confused. i love sleep more than anything. its my friends. i'm going to take a bath. auf wiedersehn!
- Mood:
thoughtful - Music:actually.. nothing.
there is a 2 hour delay and im bored because i wasnt aware of this until i as already completely ready to go. figures, right? im listening to Jimmy Eat World and they freaking rule. i like them a lot.
we have rugby practice today, unless its cancelled, which would suck. i sooo cant wait for rugby!! i hope i dont die. my mom said she would cry if i died. that brings me some comfort. :). my mother is really worried about me on the field. i dotn know why. she knows how i am! shes worried about my size. man, people these days.
i didnt do my chemistry homework, but im alright with that. and im really cold. blahblahblah. i have nothing to write. sooo see you guys later.
~*SA*~
- Mood:
bored - Music:Gimme Some Truth ~ Pearl Jam
MERRY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Mood:
crazy - Music:the Killers
the pictures of my parents took too long to load on and i got impatient but nobody wants to see them anyways. mind you, these pictures were taken at 7 IN THE MORNING!!!!!!!!!!
let me tell you, its gotten kind of sad that this Christmas and last Christmas my parents had to wake the kids up in the morning. haha.
anyways, see you guys later. Merry Christmas!!
(even to those losers who dont celebrate Christmas and make everyone around them have to listen to their pessimistic comments that really do nothing but bring us down)
~*SA*~
- Mood:
jubilant - Music:One Man Guy ~ Rufus Wainwright
today was my last day of drivers ed. WOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i'm excited because theres finally a way to raise my grade in chemistry by 55 points. now i'll finally get an A. i'm feeling a lot more comfortable with all the things i have to do, and its really a great feelings.
oh my gosh, i love the Shins.
Bryce i love you!!!!!!!!!!!! because, just like Ben Folds apparently reminds you of me, the Shins is definatly Bryce-esque. meaning they remind me of you more than anything else in the world. besides lamps. and plaid. and anything really random. okay you get the point. :)
Asa i hope you feel better. today was really sad without you. i kinda never realized how much i depend on you to be there until.. well.. you wernt i guess. haha that made sense. anyways, stop being sick!!!!!
Leslie i miss you and i'm sorry i couldnt hang out today or yesterday. it really is a pitty that we never ever ever see each other anymore, and i have a lot of fun with you and i love you more than anything. probably because i know that as much as a screw up, you'll somehow be with me in the end, and thats something that i should be thankful for because a lot of people dont get that. your my best friend and i love you more than anything.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
bye ;)
~*SA*~
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:Burn the Witch~ Queens of the Stone Age
AM I THE ONLY ONE ON THE PLANET?!?! haha. Jack. I'm really happy this morning because its SUNNY!!!!!!! I'm going to brush up my tan (lol thats a funny joke), TOOTLES!!!
~*SA*~
- Mood:
confused - Music:Slow Hands ~ Interpol
I probably wont be able to go to Winter Formal. Which really, really sucks. Now I really, really want to go. I must say at first I wasn't all that excited but it just hit me and now I'm completely riled up and I probably can't go. Which sucks beyond belief. I'm going to do everything within my power to go.
And I'm having a problem with this friend. It seems as though I'm always having a problem with a friend or two. But this one is different. This one is more heart wrenching and painful to stand back and watch. I can't do anything about it, and thats what is killing me.
And I'm getting realy distant to a lot of friends, while others are moving closer. I'm just kind of all around confused, whats new, eh?
And another friend is doing things that I don't quite understand. But if I ask I will seem... not myself. BALLHHH give me my REAL journal bitte danke.
Today was pretty fun. I hung out with Bryce and Leslie and Eli and it was cool. The whole time I was completely out of it because of something someone said to me that made me quite depressed. Nobody noticed though, which is good. Everyone had fun and thats all that matters, haha. I had fun after a while too. It was really nice to walk home and talk to Asa. I always talk to him, but walking home and talking to him really felt different. Like.. I don't know, its hard to explain. UNDERSTAND ME!!! haha.
Anyways, I guess I'm getting kind of delirious. I'm really really tired. Holy crap I have a lesson tomorrow. Shooooot. So later you guys.
~*SA*~
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:Ten Years Gone ~ Led Zeppelin
MAN i was so mad when i woke up. mostly sad, though. where else am i going to find a Rolls Royce for $275 that works and everything?? oh man.
~*SA*~
- Mood:
disappointed - Music:the month python song that my dads listening to
shake
shake it
shake it
shake
shake it
SHAKE IT LIKE A POLAROID PIC-CHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Mood:
crazy - Music:OUTKAST
